I must learn how to say “no”, for others and myself. I must say “no” on behalf of all Buddhas. The importance of a master in the flesh [of having someone to learn from and model ourselves after in the pursuit of ideals is critical]. In order to be [return to] the [our] universal force [primordial nature], to feel it, to know it, we must learn [to be fearless] and let go. Once we have learned what things are “yes” and what things are “no” [and what things are beyond our control] we will no longer be attached [subject] to things themselves. [We learn this through devotion. Through observation and reflection comes understanding.] Things become no longer questions that need searching to [for] answer(s). I must say “no” on behalf of those who look to me for inspiration, guidance and blessing [support, love, strength].

Why look down [back]? Why does saying “no” feel like such a difficult task? Is it the suffering (pain) of changing your mind? [Is it the fear] Of holding onto [clinging, grasping] things we are not ready [certain of] to let go, of questioning and answering?

Some things we fear questioning because the answer [and the path to liberation] frightens us.

Life is vibration. Some of us are addicted to it, and some of us are uncertain of it. Some of us fear the losing. Some of us are not sure what to do with the vibration of life [and fear the prospect of making a mistake]. We [all are and can] feel the energy. It flows through [and around] us and we [can choose how to] direct it through our intentions and actions. [I guess what I’m {trying to} say is if you want to become something, you can {achieve it} through devotion. How amazing it is to feel [and receive strength from the] love and compassion [of inspiring people].