When I lose my temper, which, thankfully, is less frequent now than it ever was, I get upset with myself when I am unable to control my actions. I feel my muscles buzzing and my mind discombobulated. I don’t like myself when I am angry, and quite frankly, I don’t think anyone else does either. […]

“it’s hard to stay mad, when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once, and it’s too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst… And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it […]

Are we nothing more than a complex reaction? There are reasons behind every action we perform. Whether they are conscious decisions to make a positive change, or a subconscious decision made reflexively with little thought such as buying another pack of cigarettes. Awareness and will are key differences between conscious and unconscious living. The more […]

Rules exist because we are incapable of policing ourselves. We are all selfish, egoistic organisms; when the colony grows beyond a manageable size, universal oversight is impossible. Rules function as deterrents to defectors to improve the overall success of the colony. Rules however are determined by rule makers, and, by their inherent definition and title, […]

I had some really great idea’s for blog posts the last few days, but I forgot my laptop at work last night. This was not entirely a bad thing. It gave me some time to hang with my brother and read more. I even got to bed at a decent time and went for a […]

What good is knowledge? What is the “real” benefit of knowledge? Is it not an intangible material? How different is a pursuit of knowledge and a pursuit of money? Both are accumulations of wealth. Each would argue its counterpart inferior. An accumulation of knowledge justifies itself through moral righteousness, money with the illusion of success. […]

cycle (n.) – a series of events that are regularly repeated in the same order Wake up. Snooze. Actually wake up. Twitter. Sports Center. Sit up. Stand up. Grab clothes. Turn on the shower. Look in the mirror. Shower. Get dressed. Brush teeth. Do hair. Pack work bag. Heat up coffee. Make breakfast. Pet the […]

Lately I have been struggling with, less, contemplating, why order is necessary, or why we deem it to be necessary. This morning, at breakfast, my mother told me to clean up my room. I had previously acknowledged this shortly after I had awoken. After eating I emptied the dishwasher. The great thing about dishwashers is […]